BANE

"CALLING HOURS" i've tried to hold what i can you should see these scars that are on my hands letting go is never easy to do everyday's a new door that we all must go through i've learned so much, you're never gone, my friend. i know we'll meet the same shining end. forget the who, the what, the when, the where, the why did you love something with all of your might? sometimes it's death that sets us free to ask for more, well it feels obscene but what we had we will always have i'm not afraid because I know that it was pure and stands forevermore. forget the who, the what, the when, the where, the why deep down inside i know i tried did you love something with all of your might? what's done is done the night takes everyone as the shadows fall over town and the sun sinks in the sea all the wonder of what will wait is a whirlwind in me is the grass under the moon still growing and green? when the sky begins to fall will love stand by me? are our fathers forever still? will our mothers only weep? does the dream of yesterday come true from a prayer on our knees? you told me to "give everything" and now you're tired? then let's get loud and go out with open fire or make it intimate, hold you close with piano wire i'll get so ugly that you'll see the best of you that i've admired as you lose your breath (but the shadow still remains) i fucking hate that it hurts (but the shadow will remain) i'll shake these walls with your name (but the shadow will remain) give you the loudest fucking echo (but the shadow will remain) don't grieve for your own end before you have finished it i'm only heading to the ground i'd rather feel rage than apathy you know that it breaks me slowly there's endless promise in this this being infinite so take the twisted love for it with understanding i'm not ready this will only leave me losing more when I follow it down to a place where no one knows what we have done bleed out to feel